My thoughts during high school

Before I made into high school, I thought applying to college was all about Just filling out your information and what you want to major in college, but you have to write several essays and perform well in school to able to get into a college you will enjoy. I has this same mindset till the end of 10th grade. I then realize the mistake I made, soon I realize I still time to mark up the mistake I had made. Sometimes I wish I can start 9th grade over and make sure I get good grades for every class no matter what it takes. During my 11th grade year I did not take anything as a jokr. Well sometimes I played around because it's kinda hard to not have fun and make jokes on anything. But that is not point, I make sure my grade for every class was where I expected. I asked question in class, study and stay late to make sure I understand the work that was given. I took every time at home to get my homework and make sure it's don't right. Well it wasn't like that on weekends because weekends is my break and i really don't care about school stuff on weekends. It just about me enjoying myself because I have to enjoys teen life before I become an adults with no help. When my junior was over my grade show how I hard I put in work and I made huge progress from 10th grade. Hopefully this year I can do the same but I sometimes I get so lazy. I tried so hard to fight it but it hit me hard. But i will make sure most of work get done this year and get into college I want to get in, not force to get in.